| I'm in Chicago! |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|08:30 am] |
Hello everyone!
I'm in Chicago. I know, you're jealous. I'm out here visiting my love Brent. I've had so much fun this week. I've been here since Good Friday. Ok first things first, while driving to the airport, my mother was a mix of emotions. Like a freakin smoothie of emotional crap. She was upset I was leaving, kinda mad, and then in a good mood. It was weird. I felt like I was dealing with some sort of skitzo. lol. Anyhoo, we arrived at the airport, 4 hours early and had nothing to do. I got my suitcase checked in and I was hungry as a mother fucker so my mom suggested we go eat. We went to bill batemans and I had the crab pretzel. Eh, it wasn't as good as the silver spring mining company pretzel, that thing is the shit. I've eaten 3 types of crab pretzels and silver spring makes my panties wet. So I ate about half the pretzel and me and my mother were watching the planes take off and talking about how stupid celebrities are. Lol. I had a Star magazine and we were looking at their problems. Anyhoo, she kept telling me stories about how planes crash and shit. Nice mom. Nice. So I got on the plane and was nervous as fuck. The plane taking off was the most horrible experience lol. It was a rush of my organs being pushed into my vagina and I couldn't breathe for 3 seconds. After that it was ok. The one flight attendant smelled like play-doh. Everytime she walked by I'd sniff and smile. Yeah...I'm that creepy. Anyhoo, I had bought a couple magazines and I was sitting next to a lady and I noticed she only had one and she was done reading it. She was looking out the window and I said "Miss, you can read one of these if you like....Miss..............Miss...MISS?!" So then I tapped her shoulder and she turned to me..yeah she was deaf. lol. Good going Mary....AWESOME. ...will continue this later |
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| Omg...........shut the fuck up |
[Mar. 24th, 2006|11:18 pm] |
Hey guys!
It's been a while since I've updated this thing. Things have happened in my life, and I am here to update everyone.
Ok a couple weeks ago I went on two dates. The more important and interesting one was with a guy named Keith. For about hmm, a couple months he's been calling me and msging me online to hang out with me. I was always too busy but one night I decided to clear my schedule for him. He seemed like a nice guy, hell he went to Towson University like me, so why not hang out with him? Ok so I went to his apartment and we watched the movie Waiting. It was raunchily funny..if raunchily is a word. He was complimenting me all night and snuggled with me on the couch and he kissed me. It was nice, I liked him a lot. The night ended and I went home, a smile on my face.
Then a couple days go by...no call. I got upset so I msged him and asked him why he didn't call me and then he gives me this stuff about how he really likes me but he's not emotionally capable to be in a relationship right now and he cares about me and stuff. Broke my heart, cause I really liked him. Oh well, he had his chance with meh, now I have a new love. Nickers. Ok we'll get to Nick later. |
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| At Pulse. |
[Feb. 17th, 2006|07:02 pm] |
Hello everyone.
I am up at pulse, being a nerd as usual. Rebecca is on my WoW account so I thought I'd get on the internet and update my journal.
I went to the psychiatrist today and she was all like "Omg Mary you look so much better! You look so refeshed and happy! It's a big improvement now that you're getting off the medication!" I was all like yay and now I'm getting off of the crazy paxil and I'm being put on 2 other drugs that aren't as crazy.
Anyhoo, Ryan kinda made me upset today when I came up to pulse to visit him. I was telling him about what went on at the doctor's today and in mid-sentence he gets up and walks off and talks to someone else. Yeah he said he was sorry, but he didn't even remember doing it and it really hurt me. He wants me to open up to him and learn more about my problems, yet he just gets up and walks off. I don't know. I got really really upset and about a 1/2 hour later I just left. See..when he says he's sorry, I don't believe he is truely sorry, I always think he's just saying that to patch things up just so he can keep going out with me. I need some feedback on this. What do you guys think?
The other night me and rebecca started watching this anime called Mirage of Blaze. It has yaoi implications so we're all like "ooooo hole so small!" (inside joke). But the story is kinda weird and it's not shaping up too good in the first two episodes. Well I have the whole damn series so we'll see how it goes from there.
Another thing that has been bugging me is that when I broke up with Ryan, Rebecca and I couldn't get any more free time because "he wasn't allowed to do that anymore". Now all of a sudden that I'm back with him...where am I? At pulse. Playing on free time. Wtf people. W...T...F
I really hate to be on the internet here because all of the losers will just come here to play on the internet and not play the actual games that this place is made for. But..Rebecca is on my account, so there is nothing I can do, but look like a noob. Luckily there is a girl here that I hate cause she's a douche and she's leaving for Maine tomorrow never to return. :D Yay!
Plus another thing that pisses me off is that this girl is all over Ryan, hugging him and shit, but when one guy patted me on the head, he got all pissed off. *sigh* I don't know. I don't understand him at all. I need some input on this too. Maybe from another guy, to tell me what the hell is up with this shit.
I don't know..I just.......don't know.
Oh I did this quiz..it fits..
You're sexy because you're creative.
PROS: You never have any trouble expressing
yourself through artwork, and many people
envy the fact that you are so talanted at
music/drama/art/whatever. You also love the
outdoors, as it gives you inspiration.
CONS: Since you're so creative, you can also get
in 'creative breakdowns' and you can get
pretty depressed or angry super easy. |
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| New Account! |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|11:38 pm] |
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| | Kinjirareta Asobi by Ali Project | ] |
'ello everyone!
I have made a new account on here. Switching from my drab jisatsu_mitsuka account, I am now an emo panda. Mweheheheheh. I was reading my old posts and was like, jeez..these are boring, I need a new live journal. So I made one! Yay! *throws confetti*
Anyhoo. My life has been sucking that past couple of days and whether you like it or not, I will tell you why. First..I am poor. T.T I can't buy any more anime or useless junk! Notice how I said "or". Anime is not useless junk, and if you say it is..omg I'mma gonna stab yoo. Yeah my poorness is so bad I can't even drive to see my boyfriend without trying to smuggle money from some homeless man for gas. It's horrible. *whine*..Ok well enough about my poorness. I don't even wanna hear about it. I get depressed and emo, and we all don't want that. On to my other problems! Whoosh!
Ok well I've been having problems with a certain class in school.....LOGIC. Yeah, come to find out...logic is pretty much a course on common sense. And guess what I lack!? Common sense!!!!!!......and a penis, but that is beside the point. Well I haven't been going to the class because I've been studying my ass off trying to understand the problems, but I always think waaaay too much into the problems and then my head hurts and puppies cry. *sigh* I'm thinking of just dropping the course, even though it's too late to get our money back. It's better then an F.
Yeah, Ryan and I got in a stupid spat this morning, that was thankfully resolved by hugs and kisses. Ahahahahahaha mushy mushy lurv. He did call me stupid though ¬.¬....but I still love him ^.^.. Omg I showed ryan the movie fear of girls on google videos. It was kind of sad because I only knew a few of the things they were talking about, but Ryan knew all of them. lol. You guys HAVE to see it. Go to http://www.videos.google.com and type in fear of girls and it will be the first video. Omg it's so funny, especially if you're a nerd like me. Anyhoo, me and Ryan and doing good so all you relationship haters out there can suck a nut.
Another thing that has been upsetting me is WoW. For all of you non-nerds WoW is World of Warcraft. Oh but who am I kidding? All of my friends are nerds. Anyhoo, in WoW I'm level 41 and I got my pony to ride around at level 40. That was my big goal in the game, to get the pony. Now I'm kinda bored because I don't have another goal. Plus the quests are longer and more intricate and most of them are red to me so I can't do them. *flails* Oh well. I'll keep working at it cause I am addicted to the game. If you're not already addicted, play the game for an hour. It sucks you in like cocaine....cherry flavored cocaine....yeah. o.o *ahem*
Anyways, me and Rebecca have been hanging out more which is awesome. We always have so much fun together. We are PLP (as put in fear of girls) platonic life partners. lol. We've been friends for like 7 or 8 years..we're practically married, except we don't have sex. Ok..off of that subject, before everyone thinks I'm a closet lesbian.
I am tired of typing so I am going to stop typing............now. |
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